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Friday, June 30, 2006

FUCK . angry . pissed off . i just heard from Farhan that Afiq and all went to steal syakirin's lighter . what the hell . FUCK them can . hello . for goodness sake . i bought it for sya . not them . asshole . at first sya said that it was them who stole it but they DENIED . idiot `~ i should have kept it during lunch time . cause i went to the library then i saw zulhimi and all . including syakirin then zulhimi took the lighter out and gave it to me . then i try it but no gas . i thought that they borrow it from sya so i stupidly return it to zulhilmi . at first i wanted to pass it to sya but he was running in the libray like a mad person ; was playing catching . -.-" ARGHH ! ! ! pissed`~ nvm . tomorrow shall tell xuan to tell syakirin about this . haiix .

Today , i woke up late for school . haha . by right i should wake up at 6.00a.m but today i woke up at 6.30a.m ! my goodness . so i quickly get out of my bed , bush my teeth and everything then went to tie my hair . ass . i just cut it yesterday ! so frigging short my fringe can! i hate it ! then after tieing my hair and everything , went to change into my uniform and wear my shoes . blax . but was damn weird . today i reached school damn early . met xuan in the bus again . ahha . happy`~

Mother Tongue class was . . . freaking boring . had our spelling but i`m excused . lolx . so dumb . cause i didn came to school on monday so i didn receive my spelling book , so i told Mr Tan about it and guess what , he said its my fault . and he said that it must be at home or in the cubinet . ASS`~ after searching , then realized it was with him . idiot . then we didn get to go to the computer lab . so syakirin's class went instead . SHIT`~

recess time was ok . talked with xuan and all . then listened to stephine songs and taufik's ( the player was playing) . then me , mavis was singing . haha . as usual , during assemble time , cause i sat in front of shi min so shi min say " must wait for pei han come . " after that when pei han came , shi min asked him to sit beside me . when we'r moving up , chin ming went to sit beside pei han then shi min and all was at there " chin ming . bu yao po huai ren jia de hao shi ." -.- then miss teng talked bout our hairstyle . -.- then she say " now i dont see any rooster but i spotted one . (Farhan)" then Farhan act blur . he look at the other side . haha . then miss teng say " Farhan right . " then i kept laughing . then Farhan looked at me then laughed too . lolx . then i say . " wahh . form monkey become rooster. " lolx .

art lesson was not bad . cause shi min came and sat with me then i was saying her . lol . then she shouted " pei han . guan yi guan ni de lao po . ni kan ta zhe yang shuo wo . " then steve shouted " pei han . guan ni de lao po . " -.- then cause i went to the washroom while was on my way back , xuan was on her way to upstair for maths lesson then she told me that syakirin draw a love in the book on my profile there . lol .

during lunch break , me and ming mei went to the library to look for xuan . cause when i went in , xuan and all was at the children area playing . then i pointed at them and say " you see . so childish . " then ming mei say " syakirin here leh . he saw you then he smile to you . " then i was shocked . totally . cause i didn knwo he was there and didn know he was smiling to me cause i was looking at xuan and all . then ming mei kept ' just now syakirin smile to you !!! " then i say " huh ? i was pointing and laughing at xuan they all . he thought i was looking at him and laughing?" then ming mei say " no . he know you looking at xuan they all but he smile to you . " lolx . when i was with zi xuan and all , zhulhimi saw me then he gave me those funny expression . he kept looking at me . lolx . weird . then he show me the lighter !!!!! arghh . STUPID ME ! then xuan they all kept saying " syakirin there leh . " "syakirin . Jolynn . " -.- then they all drag me to him . AGAIN . dots -.- even elvina did the same . -.- so i quickly went out of the library then when i was about to walked ot the hall , they dragg me back . just nice afiq came then xuan say " faster call syakirin to come out. " then later syakirin came . afiq and all was pulling him towards me . -.- then i was been pulled by xuan they all to syakirin . luckily i`m smart enough to threaten xuan if she pull me i`ll sya out her crush . hahahahha . she she quickly let go then i quickly went to the hall to assemble .

didn know that the bitch went to complain bout the fight . dumb . hello . you`r already 12 . not 2 . settle things by yourself can ? idiot . think that your parents called miss tan we'll be scared off ? totally rubbish .`~ cause when we was outside 6B i went ot the washroom with xuan then when we came back , i took my bag and gave a irritated face . haha . then during class so dumb . dan ying went to sit at my seat . she asked me to sit beside jes as the bitch sit beside me and they dont want me to quarrel with her . so i say " i dont want . i prefer my old place . " in a pissed off tone . then i saw syakirin was looking at me with a puzzled expression on his face. lol . cause he was outside 6B only . idiot can . CHILDISH `~ yucks . once a bitch is always a bitch . you cant chnage the fact that you'r a bitch .

at around 3.00p.m , cause syakirin's class was already dismissed then he was outside 6B then cause mr tan went to touched Jie Yi's project then Jie Yi went screaming . lol . then sya laughed and said " crazy . " lol . then i was laughing like mad . cause i got shocked by the sudden yelling . lol . then sya looked at me then he laugh even harder cause of my reaction . -.-

after supplymentry , went to the provision shop with xuan , gladys and mavis . then shi min came and she say " pei han . " -.- then she shouted " pei han . your wife at here . " -.- cause i was looking at the notebook whereby sya wrote the message there then suddenly i feel water dripping on my hair then i got stunned and threw the book on the floor . i thought somebody drip the ice cream on me . then didn know it was shi nan who was spraying water on my hair . then i scream . lolx then pei han went to grab the water bottle from shi nan and hit him . ( heard from shi min cause i only saw pei han snatch the water bottle form shi nan but didn see him hitting shi nan ) then she was at there " you see . pei han because of you hit shi nan leh . "then pei han took the bottle and spray and he almost spray till a outside then i say " own banana also dunno how to control properly . " then he say " i got no banana . " lolx . cause i was talking to pei han or whoever it was then shi nan kept spraying water at me . then say " si shi nan !!! . " hahaha . then again , i feel that someone was spraying water at me again . then i turned around and saw the water bottle on pei han's hand so i took the note book and smack him . lolx . sorry ok . didn mean it . haha . it was just my reaction . hehex . sorry sorry .

after that i walked off to the bus-stop with xuan , yu hui and gladys . then 4 of us chatted . joke and everything . haha . soon , shi min came and say to me " pei han want to ask you for stead leh . then you walk away . " then i say " rubbish`~ " then she say " just now me and shi nan ask him whether he will ask you for stead not then he kept quiet . " then i say " he kept quiet what . didn say yes or what . " then shi min say " if he really ask you for stead you will accept ?" then i say " most likely no . 99% no . cause i love syakirin . " then shi min say " why ? you should give both of you a chance what . " then i say " cause i love syakirin . " hahahah .

then yu hui and xuan say what xin yi once say that yu hui will be hers . nobody then take him away form her . and they told me about her disgusting action . sooon , 242 came , so me , xuan and gladys board the bus . in the bus they told me about something . my goodness . disgusting ! yucks`~ then they told me about syakirin . cause xuan took out the notebook then sya say he wanna see then he say he wanna see my profile . then cause my crush i wrote there " you all know already " then i asked xuan whether he know who i`m refering to then xuan say yes . lol . then he drew a flower on my profile and even colour it . at first he drew the flower then mavis say " draw heart lah " then he draw . haha . then he wrote i love you . the love is a heart which is drawn by him and he even sign his signature after it . haha . cause the adore most i wrote " him , siao char bor family , shopping , corgi , sisters brothers , Farhan . " then i asked xuan whats his reaction when he saw Farhan's name then xuan say he thought i like Farhan then xuan point to Farhan's name and say " ya . Jolynn love Farhan . as brother . " lolx . cause last time he also thought that i like Farhan then he say something hurtful . cause us to b**** . =(

cause the BITCH profile was also in there so xuan cross it then sya went to ass more crosses then xuan say " dont cross already lah . " then sya say " but i like crosses . " in a very innocent voice . hahah . then he say he learnt it from a show . lol . so funny . then xuan say " ok lah ok lah . go cross . " hahahahah .

well . shall end here . off to do my homework . theres many of them ! tomorrow gonna be HELL . 3.5 hours of supplymentry and 1 hour of remidial . SHIT `~ ciaos`~

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